Is it wrong that I don't feel nervous for O's at all?!! There's no sense of urgency, no staying up until 3 am to study and no stress. Am I abnormal?! I always hear people talk about how they study damn damn hard before O's but I'm not doing it. And it's not like I'm very prepared. My physics is confirm-die. But I still don't have any sense of urgency. Am I abnormal?????

Actually I'm verrrrry excited. 1 more day to O's and very very very soon, it's the end of O's :) I get butterflies in my stomach thinking about days after O's, yoohooo.

Yesterday was my last secondary school day and it wasn't good. Another disappointment again, sighzzzzzz. But, one more month to 12 November. Yessssssss.

I love the Bratis :)

1. There are too many applications on Facebook that I don't know what to do, so I'm getting bored of it hoho.
2. English Paper 1 results were disappointing. Actually I can only blame myself for not expecting the worst of the worst. And on Friday my mum and dad kept telling me things like "Disappointment is part our lives" and "it's better to have disappointments now then next time in future". Hahahaha.
3. I want to hurry find out what's my moderated L1R5 >:(  Because other than ac i don't know where else I want to go.
4. A few days ago my sim card died and allll my contacts were GONEEEEEE. But now I've got a new sim card and a new phone yoohoo.
5. I cannot wait for 12 November to come because after that, I can finally not touch physics forever and ever and ever!!!
6. I want to fake brownies but I cannot find the stupid tray. Urgh. I'm craving for brownies!!!

 What am I doing here!!!!!! Okay actually not much difference. I'm still trying to make myself sit down and do some productive work but I cannot, because I keep thinking about tomorrow and keep worrying :( So I'm getting annoyed at myself. I think I'll be worrying alllll the way till next Thursday. Aiya I really really reallly reallllly hope my English is fine. Oh, but good news! Sulaoshi told us that the whole class passed hcl :) Yayyyy got 4 bonus points!!!

Chris Crocker is so funny. Anyway this was a conversation Zixin and I had just now.
Me: I'm a genius.
Zixin: Yeah if you are a genius, uh Britney Spears is not a girl.
Me: Britney Spears is a woman.
Zixin: No, she's not a girl, not yet a woman.

HAHAHAHAHA wth. Everybody should understand that right?

And Zixin keeps doing extremely stupid tricks like to scream suddenly "EH LOOK BRITNEY SPEARS!!!!" and point somewhere behind me. And very extremely surprisingly, I'm always stupid enough to turn back to look. 

Tomorrow better be okay!!!

Today was very fun with the Bratis. We were trying our best to be quiet at the prata house because the people there hate us hahahaha. And we watched Final Destination 3 which wasn't as nice as the second one. And we watched The Pursuit of Happyness which was damn damn nice, and sad. And we went to angmokio hub, where we ate. And ate. And ate. And ate. Hehehehe Brata is loveee :)

Other than the two maths, everything else was bad. I'm worried but there's nothing that I can do now. Maybe something unexpected will happen!!! Hohoho yepppy green light!

And thaaaaaank you people for making my birthday special :) Even though I had to study on my birthday, it was a happpppy birthday! I hope my wish comes true hahohe.

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Yay I feel extremely happy now :) Neopets and my friends make me happpppppppy!!!!

Brata celebrated Yingqi's birthday today! Haha I think the people at the prata shop hates us now. One guy told us "this is a restaurant, not a market" when we were making a lot of noise. And we went to Jiehui's house to watch Final Destination2, which was scary. Scary because now, when I look at certain things I keep thinking that something's going to happen. Like just now when I was walking home, I saw this gigantic truck and many cars behind it, and I got quite paranoid. I think I'm going to look at pigeons and elevators and dentists very very differently. Hahahaha I hope I'll get over this very soon!!!! Ahhh anyway the movie was nice and we are going to watch Final Destination 3 and also the 1st one after our prelims :) Maybe I'll stop getting paranoid before prelims, then start again after that!

Prelims start next Thursday. Argh I have to work harder on my physics and english lit. I hate these two subjects sighzzzzzz.

Good though tiring day! I'm most probably not going to blog tomorrow, so, Happy Birthday M&Ms' Friend!!!!! I love you glazed donut, hahahaha :)

1. I think my English oral didn't turn out very well.
2. My Dad claims that life after olevels will be more boring than it is now. I totallllllly don't think likewise.
3. 1800 (hohoho) and I returned the school violas already :( So sad, I'm going to miss the viola. Until my new viola comes.
4. Yesterday night (this morning) was the first time I studied till 3.30am. But it's alllllllllll because I couldn't do a lot of the 2005 add maths prelim questions and I started to get panicky. If our prelims are going to be the same I'm going to die.
5. Okaaaaay I've nothing else to blog about, my life is boring.
6. Back to physics (YUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKS)

Yoohoo my mum is back and I've got my Lost 3 now!!! Except that I have to force myself to not touch it till olevels end. My mum said that she'll get us Dunkin Donuts but turned out that every single outlet in Beijing has closed down. Maybe because the Chinese there don't really like donuts. This reminds me of the pizza I ate there that crust was just like youtiao. Omgggg it felt so terrible eating it. 

So, don't eat at Pizza hut if you are in China.

Anyway.

I used to have a few Curious George toys :( :( :( I got them for my 10th birthday I think. And now they are either gone or stuck somewhere in the huge bags in the storeroom in the basement. Those bags that I haven't touched at all ever since we moved house in, uh, 2003. I hope I can find my Curious George toyyyyyyyyyys. Anyway Zixin is crazy over Curious George now. I mean the old vintage Curious George, not the new modern fugly Curious George. It's reallllllly cute.

Sometimes when I walk, my left leg kicks my right leg. HOW STUPID IS THAT RIGHT. And so, now I've got cuts on my ankle. I cannot even walk properly. Am I the only one with this problem?!

Sheet, piano lesson tomorrow again. I still have to go for lesson twice a month (arghhhhhhhhhhhh) until olevels end. Sigh good luck to me, as usual.

Pan the robot and fellow a-nime hater :D


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HAHAHA Yingqi's attempt to look cute


This is on the top left hand corner of 4grace's whiteboard!!! It's a bit small so for your information, the words above the first 'umbrella' is 'before', and the words above the next 'umbrella' is 'after'. 


Pirate duck! Isn't it cuteeeeee.


At the brata house :) The uncle at the back included himself in our picture.


May is trying to emphasize that she's not very tall  hahaha :)


PB!

Other Brata pictures are with the other Braaatis :) Okay better start studying, byebye.